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快跑啊!

贝碧,爹地的干爹过世了。人生大概就是如此,一出世,就必须面临死亡,谁也逃不过。

贝碧,当棺木进行火葬时,众人哭喊着他,叫他快跑啊!看到火就快跑啊!

贝碧,当时的你是否已跑掉了?妈咪一直很懊悔,应该让你独自火化,好让妈咪还能送你最后一程。妈咪也没有叫你看到火就快跑啊!怎么办?你是否有被烧伤?你是否感到疼痛?

贝碧,妈咪心痛到了极点。还是那句话。。。。。。对不起,我的宝贝。。。。。。

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今天的想念

贝碧,今天的想念是你咧着嘴的笑。每回我们散步回来,你就会躺在地板上咧着嘴地笑,望着妈咪,看起来很自足。妈咪知道那是因为你在喘气,但看起来就像是咧着嘴的笑。

贝碧,那是今天的想念。

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逃走

贝碧,妈咪好累,周遭的事务与人压得妈咪透不过气,好几次妈咪已出现崩溃的现象。妈咪好想带着格碧和巴碧逃到很远很远的地方,好好喘口气。

贝碧,你要带我们离开这恼人的地方吗?

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今天又下雨了

贝碧,今天又下雨了,不是老天爷在下雨,是妈咪的灵魂之窗在下雨,雨水把妈咪的脸打得湿湿的。

贝碧,这几天妈咪做了好奇怪的梦。前阵子梦到你,妈咪梦到不知为何把你送到寄宿酒店。妈咪打电话去询问你的状况,小姐说你过得不好,还很凶,不让任何人靠近你。小姐问妈咪为何还不去接你回家,妈咪回答说:“还不能去接你。” 醒来后的妈咪心正抽痛着,却无能为力。

贝碧,妈咪昨晚又梦到你。妈咪在观看电视节目,应该是资讯节目,妈咪好像看到你。你跟许多朋友们被关在一个狭窄的笼子里,你看起来好肮脏。妈咪的心就快停止跳动了!妈咪即刻联系电视台询问你的消息。妈咪知道地点后,马上飞奔去找你,可惜原来不是你。。。。。。妈咪好失望、好失望。。。。。。

贝碧,凌晨四点时分,妈咪梦醒了,脑海里浮现你正坐在某处看着妈咪,画面一转,妈咪又看到你那丰满的八月十五,左右摆动地走着,左边翘一下、右边又翘一下,好可爱!可惜那只是假象。。。。。。

贝碧,怎么了?你现在是否过得不好?怎么妈咪总是梦到你在某处受尽委屈?贝碧,到底怎么了?

贝碧,没有妈咪的呵护,你是否被欺负了?你是否受苦了?

贝碧,妈咪的心碎了!妈咪无能,再也没有办法保护你。对不起,我的宝贝。。。。。。永远的宝贝。。。。。。

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You got mail!

Baby…… The dog tags Mummy ordered had just arrived. Mummy ordered one for you too. Ya Baby…… Mummy knows…… Mummy knows too well you will never have the chance to wear it anyway, but Mummy couldn’t help it but ordered one for you as well. Mummy is too used of getting stuffs for my maltese family in a set. Old habits die hard ya. 

Dog Tags

Baby…… Just by looking and touching your tag filled Mummy’s eyes with tears again. Even seven months+ down the road, Mummy still miss you so so much…… way too much……

Baby…… You like your new tag? Mummy is going to attach the new tag to your leash.

Baby…… Mummy misses leashing you and walking you around in the park. Wish we could walk together forever, with you…… my precious Baby Boy, my chili padi Girby Girl and our sweetie Puppie Pie…… together forever……

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Deary…… It’s my 8th year old Birthday. Mummy bought a Mango Mousse Cake for me yesterday. We had a mini birthday celebration yesterday night.

My Mango Mousse Cake. If only the whole cake is mine. Hiak Hiak

Mummy:” Girl ah…… you wait long long hor hor hor! Hiak Hiak.”

BD Cake

What’s that? Smell great.

Girby 1

Drooling

Girby 2

Mummy said must pose mei mei for her before eating

Girby 3

Strike a pose…… but I am afraid of those bright bright flame thingy from those sticks. It’s feel hot…… so scary!

Mummy:” Girl ah…… Those sticks are candles!”

Girby 4

Mummy made us pose together again. Deary…… where are you? You have a blue polka dot shirt too just like our red polka dot dresses. Remember Mummy sew this set for us long long time ago? There is another set with different design in the wardrobe, but Mummy said this set look nicer on us. 

Girby & Puppie

Wet wet kisses for Mummy!

Kiss

Finally get to eat the cake! Mummy said I can’t eat too much as I just recovered from my usual diarrhoea again. She gave a bigger share to Puppie. Aww…… I am the birthday girl you know, so angry!

Cake Eating

Anymore for me?

Mummy:” Sorry Girl…… no more, later you laosai again then you know!”

Cake Eating1

Chey…… but it’s still Finger Lickin’ Good! Oh no…… think I got it wrong…… should be Tongue Lickin’ Good! Hope I get to eat more tomorrow. Hiak Hiak

Cake Eating2

Deary…… Enson Didi is sick, he got fever, flu and cough. His fever has yet to subside, Daddy and Mummy are worried sick. Although I don’t really fancy this little monster, I still hope he recover soon. You have to watch him from above. Of course not forgetting us, Mummy secretly made a wish on behalf of me. She want us to live a long long long life for her, think she can’t afford to take another blow after you left. So Deary…… watch us from above, don’t let Mummy sad sad k.

With Love,

Girby Girl

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这样的一种感觉

贝碧,妈咪想把你埋在妈咪心理的最深处,可是你总是趁妈咪不注意的时候涌上妈咪的心头。这时的妈咪眼眶泛泪,偶尔眼泪止住了,偶尔控制不住的眼泪会把妈咪的脸弄得湿湿的。

贝碧,妈咪很不喜欢这样的一种感觉,这样一种悲伤与无奈的感觉。这种感觉是否会伴随着妈咪直到妈咪离开人世为止?

贝碧,妈咪真的很讨厌这样的一种感觉。这样的妈咪无法快乐起来。。。。。。

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