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Baby…… On this day on Mummy’s birthday, I dreamt of you. You were not dead, but lost instead. Mummy tried searching for you, trying all ways and means searching for you. Then I saw you on a TV program, a program from Korea. I saw a large green field, you were there. Mummy got excited and ask Daddy :” This is Baby! This is Baby! Right?”

Baby…… Mummy quickly called the TV station, just when I started to speak to someone…… The alarm went off. Yes, time to wake up and you are never found.

Baby…… What does this mean? Mummy wish that I know……

Baby…… On this day on my birthday, Mummy wish that you are happy be wherever you are. Mummy wish health and happiness for the ladies, Enson Didi and Daddy……


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Baby…… 730 days without you by my side. The pain is getting more intense these few days. Two years down the road, Mummy still miss you terribly.

Baby…… Do you know when you left Mummy forever that very moment, Mummy is devastated. Yet this is just only the beginning, getting by those days without you is extremely painful. The guilt of letting you suffer during your last days still hurts so much. How can Mummy ever ease the pain? If you would have left a different way, free from suffering before you go. Would that help to ease Mummy pain maybe by a tiny bit?

Baby…… Enson DiDi love you. Mummy love the way when he is murmuring to himself of all the names in our family. He will go Daddy, Mummy, GirlGirl, PePe, Baby KorKor, Enson. Isn’t that sweet? He didn’t forget you even when you left him only at his tender age of 18th month.

Baby…… Mummy had been talking to him more frequently about you these few days. Many times, he will ask Mummy where you are. Mummy can only point to the sky and tell him you are right there above. Just yesterday he asked Mummy where you are again, Mummy again told him you are right up above. He told me no, you are on the tree. And he told me he want to touch you just like how he love touching Girby Girl and Puppie Pie. Mummy’s heart sank so deeply. If only you are here…… everything would be so perfect……

Baby…… Mummy had been thinking whether should I prepare food for you today. Mummy is afraid…… is afraid of crying again…… Nevertheless Mummy decided to do it, in case…… in case you do come back today. Crying over for you again is nothing new isn’t it?

Baby…… Look at those goodies! A chicken leg, a small piece of chicken liver and a mini cupcake, not forgetting your toys to go along.

Baby…… You did come back, didn’t you? Look at this photo Mummy took. The lighting is so wrong, it shouldn’t be in this color. it is different from the rest of the photos. Mummy tried taking a few photos after this shot, but didn’t manage to capture anything similar. There seems to be a white cast at the top left corner. Is that you My Baby Boy? Have you come back My Baby Boy?

Baby…… Miss you too much, love you too much……

Baby…… Where are you now? Mummy wanted so badly to see you, to hold you, to touch you, to feel you…… just like the way we used to be.

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Good Boy!

Baby…… You have been a good boy, didn’t you? You must have heard Mummy’s prayer and watched over the ladies. Girby just went for her review today, and her ALT had went down to 88! Mummy is so happy! You knew when Mummy was waiting for the result, Mummy called out your name a few times. You heard them?

Baby…… Girby will have to go back for review in another month time again. By then, Puppie will have her annual check up as well. Now Girby can resume her taurine supplement for her heart murmur. Oh and Dr Ly told Mummy there is a new supplement that is reversible to heart murmur condition, sound cool isn’t it? Mummy will let Girby try that supplement after she finished her current taurine supplement.

Baby…… Give Feng JieJie a kiss in her dream. She had been driving us without fail to the vet for Girby’s reviews. Today, the ladies had their grooming after the vet visit. After dinner, we went for walk together with Enson DiDi. They had a tired day and sleeping so soundly now.

Girby Girl even fall asleep in siting position!

Puppie Pie in dreamland too.

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I am a big kid now!

Baby KorKor…… How are you? Are you still right up above the sky? Whenever Mummy ask me where you are, I will point up to the sky and tell her you are there.

Baby KorKor…… I am a big kid now! I can walk Puppie JieJie so well now. For the pass few occasions, I have been joining Mummy walking JieJies. Mummy only let me tag along on condition that I put on my pants. You know how I hate wearing pants, I love wearing pampers only. But since Daddy won’t be joining us for the walk, I have no choice but to listen to Mummy right? I love walking JieJies. Mummy only let me hold Puppie JieJie, she said Girby JieJie will pull if she see other dogs, she is afraid I will fall down if she pulls. So funny! How come Girby JieJie can’t get along with her own species? Oh well, I will walk Puppie JieJie then.

Baby KorKor…… Puppie JieJie is a naughty girl, she always eat rubbish. You know later her tummy will be painful if she ate too much rubbish right? See…… she is eating grass again. I have to keep reminding her not to eat rubbish, but she won’t listen! Then when we walked under the void deck, she went near the dustbin and sniffed. I quickly told Mummy. Mummy then called her to go. Puppie JieJie only listen to Mummy but not me. I am so sad. And yesterday night when we walked them, got this little human JieJie keep shouting at Puppie JieJie and wanted to run after her. Mummy told me to walk faster as Puppie JieJie is afraid of her. I got worried and quickly got Puppie JieJie away from her. Baby KorKor…… Don’t worry, I will protect Puppie JieJie since I am a big kid now.

Baby KorKor…… After the walk, we went to the playground. I am having so much fun!

Baby KorKor…… Girby JieJie is waiting for me at the playground.

Baby KorKor…… What a fun day we had today! Tomorrow I am going to walk them again with Mummy. And oh yes! Mummy asked me to remind you Girby JieJie is going for her review this coming Tuesday, You must watch over her. You will watch over Girby JieJie right? Girby JieJie will be very healthy right?

Baby KorKor…… I miss you, so is Mummy. I think Mummy miss you way much more than me. Until next time…… Good night Baby KorKor……

With Love,

Enson DiDi

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Baby…… Mummy showed Enson DiDi your photo and told him this is Baby KorKor. Enson DiDi repeated after Mummy: “Baby KorKor.” Mummy told him Baby KorKor sick sick, see doctor, but he didn’t make it. Mummy pointed to the sky and told him you are now high up above. Tears started falling again, Mummy asked Enson DiDi: “You still remember Baby KorKor?” Enson DiDi looked at Mummy sadly and nodded his head.

Baby…… Enson DiDi does remember you afterall……

Baby…… Do you know how much Mummy misses you?

Baby…… Too much for words……

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Mummy: “Enson, you love GirlGirl?”

Enson: “No.”

Mummy: “Enson, you love PePe?”

Enson: “Yes.”

Mummy: “Enson doesn’t love GirlGirl, then Mummy tomorrow give GirlGirl away to Aunty.”

Enson: “No!”

Mummy: “Why? You don’t love GirlGirl right?”

Enson: “GirlGirl is Mummy.” (GirlGirl belongs to Mummy)

Mummy: “Oh GirlGirl is Mummy. Then PePe is Enson?” (PePe belongs to Enson)

Enson grinned.

So Baby…… Enson DiDi loves GirlGirl JieJie?

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Baby…… It’s Girby Girl’s Birthday today. She turned 9 years old.

Presenting the Birthday Girl and her cake.


Enson DiDi singing birthday song for his JieJie.


Blowing the candles.


Finally time to enjoy the cake.

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