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天堂

贝碧,今天带小姐们去散步,回来途中遇见表嫂,虽然不常往来,但偶尔她会看到妈咪带三只小白狗去散步。她看到妈咪时说道:“现在养两只啊!”妈咪指着天空说:“一只上天堂了。”这时的妈咪泪水已在眼眶里打转,还好还是止住了。

贝碧,真的有天堂吗?听说那是一个极乐世界,没有痛苦与悲哀,只有欢乐。你是否已在那里忘了被你遗留下来的家人?如果你真的在那里,那妈咪会替你感到开心,但是又有谁知道这世界是否有天堂的存在?

贝碧,多希望你能一直跟着妈咪,格碧和巴碧一直走下去。。。。。。没有你在身旁,前面的路的确不好走。。。。。。

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贝碧,这几晚妈咪都有陪你睡觉。妈咪又生病了,这一次,连声音都没有。妈咪不想把病菌传染给那两个男人,所以就不跟他们睡了,也好,三人行的双人床的确有点挤,恩晟弟弟睡觉时老爱翻来覆去,妈咪被挤在小小的位置,搞得妈咪的脖子老是酸痛,偶尔巴碧和格碧也插上一脚,五人行的双人床就更挤了。

贝碧,临睡前的那一刻,总会看看这里,

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再看看那里,这时思念正在加剧。

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贝碧,这几晚跟你睡在同一间房里,感觉好像靠你近了些。你是否也感觉靠近妈咪了?

贝碧,夜里不知有多少次被自己的咳嗽声吵醒,咳到妈咪的腹部疼痛极了,但还是不及思念你的痛,妈咪就这样反反复复又蒙蒙眬眬地睡着了。半夜里,格碧和巴碧还会来找妈咪,妈咪以为她们睡得舒舒服服,早已忘了妈咪不在主人房睡觉呢!辛好妈咪还没被她们遗忘,你是否遗忘了妈咪?

贝碧,如果真的有天堂,你是否看得到妈咪?你有看到妈咪对你沉痛的思念吗?

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Papa…… Mummy is pulling hair again. Mama is limping again since Saturday. She has been feeling restless and not walking much. Mummy touched her right hind leg everywhere but can’t seems to find where the problem is.

Papa…… Look how grouchy Mama is now.

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Papa…… I am so bored. Mama is not feeling well and refused to play with me.

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Papa…… Then Mummy has this weird idea of keeping me entertained. She decided to kidnap my Mr. Men and held hostage inside a towel, I had a hard time saving my Mr. Men out. 

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Papa…… Gosh! It’s not an easy job! Finally my Mr. Men is saved after several attempts. 

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Hope Mummy doesn’t have any more this kind of funny funny ideas, I better keep my Little Miss in a safe place in case she decided to change her target to my Little Miss. Hiak Hiak Hiak

Papa…… What’s wrong with Mama leg? Hopefully she will recover tomorrow, I don’t want to miss my walk.

Papa…… I am going to bed now. Good Night. Zzz Zzz Zzz……

 

With Love,

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Getting knotty

Baby…… Girby got a tiny top-knot. This is going to last a few days till her grooming session next week. Look kinda cute ya? Does she looks like a three months old puppy?

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Baby…… Puppie refused to look at BabyBluez again. Mummy got to talk rubbish to her, asking her where is this? where is that? Then she will started to tilt her head again. Ya ya…… she doesn’t know what Mummy is talking about anyway, but who care, as long as Mummy get to take her pictures. Heez

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Baby…… You used to have a tiny top-knot too……

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Baby…… You look cute too……

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Baby…… Yesterday Mummy met up with the dogslaves to celebrate Aunty Lenny birthday. Time really passes so quickly. We had known each other through our passions for dogs since year 2004. Wow Baby…… we had known each other for about 5 years!

Baby…… Aunty Joanne bought her DSLR along. Cool! It takes nice pictures! Mummy new humble toy only took some group photos using the self timer mode. And with big hoo-ha as Mummy is still not familiar with the function.

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Baby…… You have to fly over to Aunty Joanne’s blog again to see more nicer pictures taken by her DSLR.

Baby…… After lunch, Mummy and Aunty Lenny went to Artfriends. Maybe we are in the same plight, we kept talking about you and Cotton. Tears did rolled down again on Mummy face, Mummy quickly wiped it away. You know it’s not so nice to cry in public place ya.

Oh Baby…… Mummy bought the chocolate brownie from The Brownie Factory. Mummy remembered so well Aunty Joanne bought one for Mummy before and it tastes heavenly. Mummy bought two brownies back. In the night, Mummy top it up with ice-cream. Baby! it tastes like heaven! Even Daddy commented it’s nice. Now Mummy feels like eating again.

Baby…… The ladies are doing well. Mummy try to bring them out for walks as often as I can. Sometimes they get to walk twice a day, once in the morning and once in the evening/night. Mummy wants them to be happy. Mummy is trying very hard to compensate them. It’s the guilt Mummy had for you, now since you are gone, Mummy can only compensate through them, to give them more and more…… I am sorry Baby…… if Mummy has realised my mistake, you could get many many walks as well.

Baby…… Enson is doing good too. He had learnt many new words, and can recognized A-Z, 0-9 now although at times he did make a few mistakes. Oh and he just couldn’t get ‘Mummy’ right, always pronouced ‘Mummy’ as ‘Barney’, think he is too obsessed with that purple dino. He adores the ladies, but Girby still dislike him and Puppie is still afraid of him. At times, he can be so gentle and wanted to sayang them, but next moment he started to throw things at them. Mummy has always wanted to take pictures of them together, but I guess still got to wait for a long period of time.

Baby…… Mummy got to go. It’s getting late. If you do know Mummy misses you dearly, please come into my dreams tonight……

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有心跳声真好

依偎在格碧身上,想象那就是你,轻轻抚摸你的毛发,细心聆听,有心跳声真好。。。。。。

贝碧,还是很想你。每回想起你,心就会开始抽痛。如果你的心还继续跳动着,那该有多好。。。。。。

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Baby…… It’s already eight months…… Eight months without you by my side……

Baby…… Don’t know what’s wrong with Mummy recently. Mummy is feeling so so so down, losing my temper over slightest things.

Baby…… Yesterday Mummy had been sleeping and sleeping. Mummy woke up at 6am in the morning, fed the girls breakfast, quickly brought them out for walk before Enson Didi wake up. At the park, Mummy sat on the bench, looking at a tree that is a distance away. Mummy started to imagine you are just hiding behind the tree, your head will pop out and look at Mummy, then you start to run happily towards Mummy. The girls saw you and the three of you are so happy to see each other again. Then…… the girls brought Mummy back to reality with their barking. *sign* Mummy stood up and scolded them. After which Mummy walked them for a while more before heading home.  Mummy came back about 7.30am, Enson Didi was awake. Mummy brought him down to buy breakfast. After breakfast is only about 9am.

Baby…… 2 years + ago, Mummy is still in lala land during this time. How I miss those days where Mummy can wake up anytime I want during weekends. Now no more such luxury.

Baby…… Mummy went back to bed at 9+am, just feeling down and wanted to sleep the time away. Mummy woke up at two hours later and fed Enson Didi milk before his nap time. Well, Mummy slept again with Enson Didi at 12+pm and only woke up at three hours later, just in time to fix dinner for the girls.

Baby…… Mummy seems to be living in my own world again, don’t feel like talking…… don’t feel like doing anything…… living in daze as days gone by……

Baby…… Why is this so? Was it because of you? Mummy still have yet to find an answer……

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Baby…… Girby’s gum is swollen, the part where she got her tooth extracted is swollen and red. Mummy doesn’t know why, it’s pretty long ago since she got her tooth extracted. Why now then swollen? Daddy said it’s because Mummy has been feeding them raw, the bacteria from the raw meat infected the gum. Sound lame, isn’t it?

Baby…… Mummy had applied the dental gel that Dr Shum prescribed during her last visit, but she licks it off after Mummy applied the gel on her gum. *sign*

Baby…… What have you been doing? Didn’t Mummy asked you to watch over them? Are you having too much fun up there that you have forgotten about us?

Baby…… It’s not fun to keep visiting the vet you know. Don’t you just hate that place? The place where you spent your last moment……

Baby…… Please don’t forget us. Mummy has been thinking about you every single day.

Baby…… Please watch over them, you know Mummy only have them now to keep me going……

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