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No scare…… Baby……

Baby…… there was a thunderstorm ths morning. Remember how you used to be in anxiety whenever there is a thunderstorm. You can’t sleep and will keep barking to wake us up, we don’t really know what you want. You will just keep barking and keep signing telling Mummy you are scare. Mummy know you are scare, but you are depriving Mummy from my beauty sleep! Mummy could always hold you to sleep, but you always will not stay still, keep wanting to escape from Mummy clutches. When you manage to escape from me, you will start your barking again. Mummy will sometimes scold you. I am sorry…… Baby…..

Baby…… Mummy woke up during the thunderstorm, is not your barking that woke me up. You didn’t bark anyway cos you are not here anymore. Mummy think of you, wonder are you in fear now. Is there anyone protecting you right now?

Baby…… Mummy fell asleep while thinking. Then I saw you…… in my dream…… You look so skinny and dirty. There are stain on your face. Mummy can recognised you instantly, I called out to you…… Baby…… You wag your tail, but you still look so weak…… very weak……

Baby…… Are you suffering right now?

Baby…… Are you in fear right now?

Baby…… No scare…… Mummy is here.

Baby…… Did you see Mummy?

Baby…… Mummy can’t stop crying……

Baby…… Mummy misses you badly…… very badly……

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Chanting……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

My Baby is not sick…… My Baby is still alive……

Baby…… Mummy is so so wrong again right?

My Baby is sick…… My Baby is dead……

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从前有个小孩,名叫小芬。她很喜欢小动物,特别对狗情有独钟,时不时就哀求妈妈让她养只狗,可是妈妈总是不答应。妈妈常常对她说:“小芬啊,等你长大后,结了婚,有了自己的家才养狗。”

有一天,小芬在家门不远处的楼梯间看见了一只狗。它从楼梯间把头探了出来,一会儿又把头缩回去。小芬赶紧走了过去,走到楼梯间,狗儿不见了。当小芬走回家门口时,狗儿又从楼梯间把头探了出来,一会儿又把头缩了回去,狗儿好象在跟小芬玩捉迷藏,就这样来来回回几次,终于狗儿不躲了。那是一只白色狐狸狗。

小芬欢欢喜喜地把狗儿带回家,苦苦哀求妈妈收留它。妈妈经不起小芬的苦苦哀求,终于答应了。谁知不到一会儿,妈妈就反悔了。小芬心里又气又难过。妈妈找了邻居,邻居把狗带走了,听说送给一户人家领养了。也不知道过了多久,小芬从邻居那儿得知,狗儿上天堂了,听说是冲过马路找主人,被车撞死了。这件事令小芬难过了好几天。

小芬长大了,交了男友。1994年,她与男友共同养了一只狗,也是一只白色狐狸狗,名为玲玲。玲玲爱小芬,小芬也非常疼爱玲玲。可惜好景不长,小芬与男友交往三年多后,毅然分手。分手后,小芬再也没有见过玲玲,她只能把思念玲玲的心收藏在心里,时不时总会想起玲玲,不知道她现在过得好不好。

玲玲

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Baby…… Mummy made quiche for the ladies today. Mummy had always wanted to bake this for you, but you didn’t wait long enough. I am sorry…… Baby……

Baby…… Did you guess it right? You are right, they didn’t want to eat. They are getting more and more fussy recently…… eversince your departure……

Baby…… Puppie is getting more insecure nowsday. A slight commotion will make her trembled with fear. She become very sticky to Mummy, following Mummy everywhere I go. She seems to sense your absentee. When I ask them where is Baby, they will look around the living room, guess they didn’t find you as well.

Baby…… Mummy is very tired. Mummy spent the whole morning cleaning up the house. Mummy thought keeping myself busy will keep my mind off you…… at least for a while……

Baby…… Mummy is so so wrong. I didn’t even finish mopping one bedroom, already break down and cry again. Mummy cried so hard, calling out your name loudly, keep calling and calling…… Puppie rushed over, jumped up and licked Mummy.

Baby…… Thanks God I still have Girby and Puppie. Mummy can’t imagine facing the four walls without any of you. Mummy know the time will come…… Maybe that will be the time we all reunion……again…… as a happy family……

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贝碧,妈咪在想如果睡着了,应该就不会感觉悲伤。

贝碧,妈咪睡着了,做了一个梦。在梦里,妈咪一个人带格碧和巴碧出去。当时的妈咪并没有忘记你已经离开我们,心依然感觉非常沉重。

贝碧,回家的途中,遇见妈咪的家人,包括已经过世几年的外公。他们正在用餐,妈咪还开心地对外公说:“阿公,吃饱饱哦。” 外公好象还微笑地点点头。我转过身以后,心马上往下沉。因为在梦里的妈咪依然想念着你。。。。。。

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对话

妈咪眼眶泛红地对爹地说:“我好想贝碧。”

爹地说:“想就好咯。”

妈咪心理想。。。。。。是咯,我除了想念你,我还能做些什么呢?

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PH today?

Baby…… this morning Daddy and Mummy went to work as usual, only to realise it is a public holiday today when Mummy didn’t see much traffic.

Baby…… Mummy is so blur right? After you left, Mummy is like living in daze, just waiting for time to pass.

Baby…… Daddy and Mummy left Enson at his grandma house, this is the very 1st time Daddy decided to leave Enson under other people care for a while. Guess Daddy is really tired. Nowsday we don’t talk much, we are all drained out.

Baby…… Mummy had been crying more than usual these few days. Mummy doesn’t know why, just the thought of you make me cry. I will keep imagine you are just around the house somewhere, yet I can’t find you……

Baby…… If only Mummy could hold you once again……

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