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Baby…… On this day on Mummy’s birthday, I dreamt of you. You were not dead, but lost instead. Mummy tried searching for you, trying all ways and means searching for you. Then I saw you on a TV program, a program from Korea. I saw a large green field, you were there. Mummy got excited and ask Daddy :” This is Baby! This is Baby! Right?”

Baby…… Mummy quickly called the TV station, just when I started to speak to someone…… The alarm went off. Yes, time to wake up and you are never found.

Baby…… What does this mean? Mummy wish that I know……

Baby…… On this day on my birthday, Mummy wish that you are happy be wherever you are. Mummy wish health and happiness for the ladies, Enson Didi and Daddy……

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Baby…… It’s Puppie’s birthday today. Yesterday we had a mini pawty at home. Mummy bought a strawberry strudel for her.

Baby…… It looks yummy, isn’t it?

Baby…… Presenting the Birthday Girl

Baby…… Not to forget Girby Girl who brought Puppie Pie into this world. Of course you Baby Boy did play a part as well.

Baby…… The ladies enjoy the yummy strudel. Well, they left the strawberries behind.

Baby…… Mummy wish they will be healthy and lead a happy life.

Baby…… You will watch over them, won’t you?

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贝碧,祝你生日快乐!妈咪想唱生日歌给你听,却唱不出口。妈咪想准备你爱吃的蛋糕和食物,却什么也没做。真的累了,不管妈咪做了什么,你也回不来了,不是吗?

贝碧,你快乐吗?妈咪不快乐,就算有那么一点点的快乐,也总是带着你遗留下来的悲伤。

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I don’t want alot for Christmas

There’s just one thing I need

I don’t care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I just want you for my own more than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is YOU

I don’t want alot for Christmas

There’s just one thing I need

I don’t care about presents

Underneath the Christmas tree

I don’t need to hang my stocking

There upon the fireplace

Santa Claus won’t make me happy with a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own more than you could ever know

Make my wish come true

All I want for Christmas is YOU

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Baby…… 730 days without you by my side. The pain is getting more intense these few days. Two years down the road, Mummy still miss you terribly.

Baby…… Do you know when you left Mummy forever that very moment, Mummy is devastated. Yet this is just only the beginning, getting by those days without you is extremely painful. The guilt of letting you suffer during your last days still hurts so much. How can Mummy ever ease the pain? If you would have left a different way, free from suffering before you go. Would that help to ease Mummy pain maybe by a tiny bit?

Baby…… Enson DiDi love you. Mummy love the way when he is murmuring to himself of all the names in our family. He will go Daddy, Mummy, GirlGirl, PePe, Baby KorKor, Enson. Isn’t that sweet? He didn’t forget you even when you left him only at his tender age of 18th month.

Baby…… Mummy had been talking to him more frequently about you these few days. Many times, he will ask Mummy where you are. Mummy can only point to the sky and tell him you are right there above. Just yesterday he asked Mummy where you are again, Mummy again told him you are right up above. He told me no, you are on the tree. And he told me he want to touch you just like how he love touching Girby Girl and Puppie Pie. Mummy’s heart sank so deeply. If only you are here…… everything would be so perfect……

Baby…… Mummy had been thinking whether should I prepare food for you today. Mummy is afraid…… is afraid of crying again…… Nevertheless Mummy decided to do it, in case…… in case you do come back today. Crying over for you again is nothing new isn’t it?

Baby…… Look at those goodies! A chicken leg, a small piece of chicken liver and a mini cupcake, not forgetting your toys to go along.

Baby…… You did come back, didn’t you? Look at this photo Mummy took. The lighting is so wrong, it shouldn’t be in this color. it is different from the rest of the photos. Mummy tried taking a few photos after this shot, but didn’t manage to capture anything similar. There seems to be a white cast at the top left corner. Is that you My Baby Boy? Have you come back My Baby Boy?

Baby…… Miss you too much, love you too much……

Baby…… Where are you now? Mummy wanted so badly to see you, to hold you, to touch you, to feel you…… just like the way we used to be.

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Baby…… It’s Girby Girl’s Birthday today. She turned 9 years old.

Presenting the Birthday Girl and her cake.

 

Enson DiDi singing birthday song for his JieJie.

 

Blowing the candles.

 

Finally time to enjoy the cake.

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Baby…… It’s Enson DiDi 3 years old birthday. Enson DiDi had a mini birthday party in school.

Baby…… Lastly pictures of Puppie Pie smelling something nice from Enson DiDi’s bowl. Can you guess what yummy food is it?

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