Pie’s bowl was not clear fast enough. You walked to her bowl, look at the unfinished food and look at me. I know what you want. I scrutinised the bowl to make sure not much meat were left over. I gave you a nod and you indugled on that miserable portion. The joy of watching you enjoying the little things in life. The little things that I shouldn’t deprived you of and yet I am supposed to do so. Mummy don’t know where to draw the line anymore……
Baby…… Girby went for her review today, her ALT is still high at 290. Dr Ly want Mummy to take out the cottage cheese and increase the Falkamin dosage. Next week Mummy need to bring her back to do an ultrasound on her liver.
Baby…… Where have gone wrong? Mummy is confused.
Baby…… Mummy bought some reading materials on nutrition. Today Mummy baked some treats for compromised liver. Of course these treats are for Girby Girl. Mummy is feeling so guilty for not able to give her treats as freely as before. At least for now, Mummy can give her these treats without worrying so much.
Baby…… Girby Girl ate one, not looking too eager. Puppie Pie refused to eat. Baby…… QC Test pass or fail?
Baby…… Girby went for her review today, her ALT went up again to 208. Now we got to take out her taurine supplement again and continue with the current diet. We have to go back to Dr Ly in another month time. The roller coaster value of her ALT is driving Mummy crazy. When will the value be normal permanently?
Recently Girby’s tear stain is back. Mummy just don’t understand why. First Puppie Pie and now Girby Girl, no more pretty white furballs. Mummy checked with Doctor Ly on this, he said it’s the diet, seems like chicken is the culprit! Dy Ly said chicken is the worst meat of all that causes many allergy problems. Mummy will give a try to take out chicken from their diet, guess poor Puppie Pie will be the one suffering, or maybe is Mummy?
Baby…… Puppie Pie had her annual check. Everything is looking good except her bloody tear stains. She just had her blood test on January this year. We will wait till next year January to do another blood test on her.
Baby…… Please continue to watch over the ladies.
Baby…… 730 days without you by my side. The pain is getting more intense these few days. Two years down the road, Mummy still miss you terribly.
Baby…… Do you know when you left Mummy forever that very moment, Mummy is devastated. Yet this is just only the beginning, getting by those days without you is extremely painful. The guilt of letting you suffer during your last days still hurts so much. How can Mummy ever ease the pain? If you would have left a different way, free from suffering before you go. Would that help to ease Mummy pain maybe by a tiny bit?
Baby…… Enson DiDi love you. Mummy love the way when he is murmuring to himself of all the names in our family. He will go Daddy, Mummy, GirlGirl, PePe, Baby KorKor, Enson. Isn’t that sweet? He didn’t forget you even when you left him only at his tender age of 18th month.
Baby…… Mummy had been talking to him more frequently about you these few days. Many times, he will ask Mummy where you are. Mummy can only point to the sky and tell him you are right there above. Just yesterday he asked Mummy where you are again, Mummy again told him you are right up above. He told me no, you are on the tree. And he told me he want to touch you just like how he love touching Girby Girl and Puppie Pie. Mummy’s heart sank so deeply. If only you are here…… everything would be so perfect……
Baby…… Mummy had been thinking whether should I prepare food for you today. Mummy is afraid…… is afraid of crying again…… Nevertheless Mummy decided to do it, in case…… in case you do come back today. Crying over for you again is nothing new isn’t it?
Baby…… Look at those goodies! A chicken leg, a small piece of chicken liver and a mini cupcake, not forgetting your toys to go along.
Baby…… You did come back, didn’t you? Look at this photo Mummy took. The lighting is so wrong, it shouldn’t be in this color. it is different from the rest of the photos. Mummy tried taking a few photos after this shot, but didn’t manage to capture anything similar. There seems to be a white cast at the top left corner. Is that you My Baby Boy? Have you come back My Baby Boy?
Baby…… Miss you too much, love you too much……
Baby…… Where are you now? Mummy wanted so badly to see you, to hold you, to touch you, to feel you…… just like the way we used to be.
Baby…… You have been a good boy, didn’t you? You must have heard Mummy’s prayer and watched over the ladies. Girby just went for her review today, and her ALT had went down to 88! Mummy is so happy! You knew when Mummy was waiting for the result, Mummy called out your name a few times. You heard them?
Baby…… Girby will have to go back for review in another month time again. By then, Puppie will have her annual check up as well. Now Girby can resume her taurine supplement for her heart murmur. Oh and Dr Ly told Mummy there is a new supplement that is reversible to heart murmur condition, sound cool isn’t it? Mummy will let Girby try that supplement after she finished her current taurine supplement.
Baby…… Give Feng JieJie a kiss in her dream. She had been driving us without fail to the vet for Girby’s reviews. Today, the ladies had their grooming after the vet visit. After dinner, we went for walk together with Enson DiDi. They had a tired day and sleeping so soundly now.
Girby Girl even fall asleep in siting position!
Puppie Pie in dreamland too.
Baby KorKor…… How are you? Are you still right up above the sky? Whenever Mummy ask me where you are, I will point up to the sky and tell her you are there.
Baby KorKor…… I am a big kid now! I can walk Puppie JieJie so well now. For the pass few occasions, I have been joining Mummy walking JieJies. Mummy only let me tag along on condition that I put on my pants. You know how I hate wearing pants, I love wearing pampers only. But since Daddy won’t be joining us for the walk, I have no choice but to listen to Mummy right? I love walking JieJies. Mummy only let me hold Puppie JieJie, she said Girby JieJie will pull if she see other dogs, she is afraid I will fall down if she pulls. So funny! How come Girby JieJie can’t get along with her own species? Oh well, I will walk Puppie JieJie then.
Baby KorKor…… Puppie JieJie is a naughty girl, she always eat rubbish. You know later her tummy will be painful if she ate too much rubbish right? See…… she is eating grass again. I have to keep reminding her not to eat rubbish, but she won’t listen! Then when we walked under the void deck, she went near the dustbin and sniffed. I quickly told Mummy. Mummy then called her to go. Puppie JieJie only listen to Mummy but not me. I am so sad. And yesterday night when we walked them, got this little human JieJie keep shouting at Puppie JieJie and wanted to run after her. Mummy told me to walk faster as Puppie JieJie is afraid of her. I got worried and quickly got Puppie JieJie away from her. Baby KorKor…… Don’t worry, I will protect Puppie JieJie since I am a big kid now.
Baby KorKor…… After the walk, we went to the playground. I am having so much fun!
Baby KorKor…… Girby JieJie is waiting for me at the playground.
Baby KorKor…… What a fun day we had today! Tomorrow I am going to walk them again with Mummy. And oh yes! Mummy asked me to remind you Girby JieJie is going for her review this coming Tuesday, You must watch over her. You will watch over Girby JieJie right? Girby JieJie will be very healthy right?
Baby KorKor…… I miss you, so is Mummy. I think Mummy miss you way much more than me. Until next time…… Good night Baby KorKor……